forstevo

hi moo.i ve been bad and not writing things down in here (maybe cause ive been getting emails pretty often:)  I got a very nice one this morning which has made me think about how very much i love all day long. work went by super fast and im excted cause I have a little time off since mon is memorial day.  i really dont have anything i have to do either except go to robs and the girls' bday tomorrow.  I miss you and before I know I'll get to see you again.  god i cant wait.  One more week of work to put in and im done.  Im going into work with my mom on friday so I can get a cheap manicure and pedicure before work...ill be all pretty for you hehehe and I get a facial on sat.  god i love those :)  So it should be a pretty easy going week.  Im covering for sarah (the vet tech) on wed which is only 9-2 so that will be an easy day and then ill only be at the law office on friday so yay not much richard.  It sucks though cause that'll be the last day i get to work with this annaliese chick who I actually really like.  Work is gonna get really gay if sherrie quits next (which shes planning) alright enough about me.  I love you moomoomoo miss you lots MUAH

hey moo,
sorry i havent written in a couple days. I got another email on sunday :) but it was really short :(  Im sure you have some sort of time limit or something.   Yesterday went to work...not too exciting.  I had to leave early cause I had a migrane.  I made it to 4:45 though which was good.  Came home and tried everything to get rid of it and finally just went to bed cause usually my head will feel better when I wake up...but I woke at 2 and it hurt like hell.  I actually started puking it hurt so bad.  mom gave me some xanax and then she was freaking out cause she thought she gave me too much...but at least it knocked me out.  I called in sick to work and slept till like 3.  I still feel kinds weird and my head still hurts over 24 hours later but at least its much more bearable.  Tomorrow I have that macomb thing and Im meeting with Tammy so maybe I'll email you ad let you know how it went.  I feel weird emailing you...like its too difficult cause they give you like 5 min to read and write or something.  I dont know...Ill find all that out later. 10 days!!!  Saw that Pan's Labryinth movie...crazy and fucking weird but liked it.  I love you sqish muah!

I just gat an email from you!!! Squee! That'll make my day!  Since last night drivinghome from work Ive been really missing you.  Rawr I want my moo.  Yesterday work was interesting.  I saw two doggies that reminded me of you.  The first was a HUGE Malamute.  Kiska, was 150 lbs.  Her head was bigger than mine, but she was so fucking pretty I just kept molesting her hehehe. I don't think I could handle a dog that size...we may have to rethink getting one. Our last appointment of the day was running late so i was kinda hoping she wouldnt come so I could leave, but wen she got there OMG! The cutest little german shepard puppy.  She was like 8 weeks old and just a little ball of puppy fuzz. She had these sad puppy eyes and her ears were still a little floppy (they stand up starighter as they get older) and she had no brown she was all different shades of gray.  So fucking cute and she just slept on the exam table with her nose buried in her paws.  I want one and I want them to stay like that :) Oh and one of our appointments was a bird, so they came in and I started to talking to the bird (I normally go to the animal first then look at the owner) and so I look up to see who brought them in and it turned out to be my grandfather and gail (steve nemschicks ex wife) I just turned and walked in the back.  Sarah (the vet tech) is cool and I just told her I didn't want to see them so that worked out.  Fucking weird though.  i got out at 6, came home and made a cake for my moms students.  They're having a baby shower.  Watched the pistons...they lost to the bulls...then went to bed.  Im gonna go get ready for work moo.  I LOVE YOU!  I hope I get another email soon!

hey hun!  Today SUCKED really bad.  Work so fucking stupid! I got nothing done.  Theres not enough computers so I kept getting moved around and it took me 3 times longer than things should have.  Then i went to SOS to renew your plate...hall was of course backed up with construction and after I was done I couldnt even get out of the parking lot because there was an accident in the driveway.  Now Im waiting around till my mom gets steve here (cause he had to check a bag...which took an extra hour) so we can go eat.  Rawr so sleepy.  I've been feeling weird lately too.  Last night I woke up at like 2 (Ive become kind of an insomniac lately) and I went to go to the bathroom and I almost passed out just by standing up.  Thats probably because I've kinda stopped eating.  I dont know its weird Im NEVER hungry.  Like today its now what? 5 oclock and I literally havent eaten anything at all.  Same with yesterday.  I kinda force myself to eat something when I get home just so I dont pass out.  I dont know whats wrong with mean.  It's not that Im depressed or anything...I mean yeah I miss you, but thats never stopped me from being hungry before....weird. Hopefully I'll be better by the time you come back.  I got your mommy flowers today.  She was really happy.  I bought 2 dozen roses and a little box of godiva and put it on her desk before she got in.  I saw your dad today too...he brought Lucas in for a visit...he got big but he is still f-ing cute. Well Im gonna go wash the smell of smoke off me otherwise Iknow my mom will be pissed.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SQISHY !!! I cant wait to hug and kiss you again...mmmm...my stevo

hey baby..im missing you alot right now.  I actually called and left you a voicemail cause Im a dork hehehe.  I called SOS today and I have to find time to get in to renew the plate. Maybe I can leave work early or something tomorrow.  I wish I had you to talk to right now.  Im so confused at what to do.  I'm actually starting to like being a vet assistant.  Today I got to help in the declawing of 2 cats (they actually cut out the toe bone!) and I got to inject fluids into a kitty.  They are letting me do alot and Im learning so many things...Im actually kind of excited about work on Sat, but if I go to school 1.  I cant move in with you when I want and 2. the $ sucks, but most of the problem s not being able to be with you.  You are theonly thing that makes me truly happy and to for go living with you for another year...rawr i CANT do it...i know I cant.  I talked to the ombudsmen today so I think i know when to come in in June.  She said youll most likely have the weekend off!! Also they extended the time youll be in port before deployment from 7 to 9 days!!! How awesome is that?  She was very nice and helpful.  My computer is gay.  The one I edit on crashed today and it won't boot up, luckily Steve Nemschick ill be in tomorrow so hopefully he'll help.  I going in early to work tomorrow to buy your mom flowers and put them on her desk for mothers day.  I think shell like that. I got her a card and vase today.  We lost money in vanguard like close to 1,000, but hopefully it will go back up.  If not I'll take it out.  While I was working my best friend from when I was little, erika eichbauer, her dad came in.  It was weird to hear where everyone is.  Her littlest brother is a junior now...crazy.  Time flies and hopefully that will be the same for the next few years.  I really miss talking to you.  Id give anything in the world to be able to kiss you right now.  oh moo. I hope you think of me.  Last night I kept wondering "what if"...I mean if in the next few years, with you being gone, you find someone else or maybe fall out of love with me....id die, life would be meaningless, but then I remember its you im talking about and I know we'll be just fine.  Im sleepy so Im going to go veg out in front of the tv for awhile before bed.
I love you! sweet dreams wherever you are (you could be in Eurpoe or even the carribean...or better yet 10 miles of the CT coast lol!) G'Night baby
PS I want a toy fox terrier...Im in love with Dr Richters doggy, Tess.  Shes only 4 lbs. Ohh and I actually like Dr. Richter she was very helpful and very willing to teach unlike Dr. Kispert.